It was super nice to read the authenticity moment of Aditya and all your insights and reassurances. 
It inspired me to ask the following questions. Is anyone else struggle with this, and how do you fix it?
- I get a better intuition/understanding of the code whenever I write it down (with pen and paper). Of course if I have any puzzles I will try them coding them, but then again I will return the results to the pen and paper.
- So this applies also when taking notes, I will write down everything that seems important
- I tried replacing it with type-writing in the doc - but it’s not the same
All this process makes me think that I’m a slow learner, and I need too much time to understand/memorize things.
I look forward to see if you have any tips for it 